OH NO I'M FREAKING OUT

In one hour (about) the vampires are gonna attack. Probably. At least sometime in the next twenty four hours. Tony left a while ago to go fight them. I'm really worried that some of them will get hurt, I've never heard her sound so worried. I know they won't read this until after the fight, but I need to say, Good luck. To all of you. You'll be okay. Don't let them screw you guys up.

On a happier note, I went on a super fun date laser tagging with Gavin!! Oh and we told Matthew about us. Here's what happened:

Gavin walked over to him and said:

Gavin: Hey Matthew.

Matthew: ((looked confused)) hi Gavin...

Gavin: Okay well I'm gonna get right to the point and tell you.

Matthew: Tell me what?

Gavin: I'm going out with Lily.

Matthew: Pschh you wish. She'd never go out with you!

Gavin: ((and that made him really pissed, he looked like he was about to punch him, I went over))

Lily: Actually, I am.

Matthew: Are you kidding me!?

Lily: Do I look like I'm kidding? ((Gavin was laughing, I DID NOT look like I was kidding))

Matthew: Noo...

Gavin: Good. Now that we've got that all settled...

and then Matthew left.

Now once again, good luck to the werewolves, if anything happens to any of you, I will be so upset. As well as the rest of us here at the Graveyard.

Good night, and good luck,

~L

New Boyfriend.

Yes. Its true. I'm going out with Troy. JUST KIDDING! LOL, I'm going on a date with Gavin tonight :D

Okay, so here's what happened:

He was sitting there watchin a movie (harry potter lol) and I walked over to him and he saw me and stood up and I kissed him. Like really kissed him. (btw he is the best kisser ever!!) And I pulled back and...

Gavin: *smiled* Hi.

Me: Hey

Gavin: What did I do to deserve that? i mean, i thought you hated me and-

Me: *shut him up with another kiss*

Gavin: Oh, i guess not.

Me: I mean, I can always stop. ((At that point my face was inches away from his))

Gavin: No, no, no. It's fine.

Me: Good.

Gavin: So maybe we can go out on that date now?

Me: *nods* sounds good to me.

Gavin: *kissed me again* Great. See you later.

So the date is tonight, and he hasn't told me what I'm doing for it. I'm really excited. And I wanna thank Tony!! She has been super great emailing me!! Its super fun! Me and Anney also want to thank Brooklyn!! She sent us each an email, and it made us feel sooo much better!

Also, yesterday, me and Gavin were sitting on the couch and we were sorta kissing... and we the Graveyard was empty and it was gonna be for awhile because Anney and Ethan were SUPPOSED to be seeing the new Harry Potter movie again, but in came Ethan!! He walked in and we heard him say, "what the hell is going on?!" So, me and Gavin pulled our faces away from each other and I said, "oh." And then I told him. He asked if he could tell Matthew and I said whatever. I'm not sure if he's gonna though. And I was telling Tony, I'm not sure if I'm going to tell Chloe or not. Well, now that i wrote it here, I guess I should. She probably won't be to happy, she hates Gavin. Eeek.

*sighs* I know you don't like him, Paris, but I do. And he is actually really sweet (and an awesome kisser nonetheless ;)

~Lily

Now this!? You've got to be kidding me.

When I left home yesterday, I decided to go to the Graveyard. When i got there, guess who was in the yard? madison! But in two pieces! Yeh, you read that right! THEY CUT HER IN HALF! And then just put here by the frekin zombie house! OHMIGOD I'M FUMING. If it was possible steam would be flying out of my ears!

BTW Troy was feeling a little better, now hes not!

~Lily.

Soon, I do those fun lil' status report things. I would make a smiley face but I don't feel like smilin

As If My Life Wasn't Tuff Enuff Already!

The white vans. The fuckin white vans. They took her!!! They took Madison!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She was walking in the park with Madison when they came up and grabbed her. They tried to grab him, but he got away. He tried to help Mad, but they slashed his arm with a knife. Its getting worse in town. I'm seeing more and more white vans and I don't know what to do and I'm freaking out!

Upset and Angry,

~Lily

UnExPeCtEd NeWs

'Kay so ((dip. LOL get it, like queso dip? haha sorry i'm kinda hyper now. hyper+bored+me= insanity)) anyways... Gavin asked me out!!!!! :O I'm not telling you what I said, you'll have to just read the convo below ((haha that kinda rhymes.. see what I mean I'm crazy!!)) okay heres what happened: btw when stuff is in ((these)) then that means I didn't say them. Just what I did and crap.

Gavin: Hey Lilster.

Me: Don't call me that. Chloe is the only one that calls me that.

Gavin: And why can't I?

Me: Are you Chloe? ((then I looked him up and down)) No. You aren't.

Gavin: Why does she get to call you that?

Me: I've know her since I was like, 12! I always call her Chloster and she calls me Lilster. Okay?

Gavin: Well what can I call you?

Me: (mutters:)freak. ((in normal volume)) You can call me Lily. can you do that?

Gavin: I don't know.. I might have some difficulty. ((then he winked))

Me: God you are so difficult.

Gavin: ((chuckles))

Me: What? Didja just come over to bug me?

Gavin: No, I actually came over to ask you something. by the way, You know I don't try to bug you.

Me: Yeh.. I guess its just a natural talent for you, your so practiced at it, that you don't have to try anymore!

Gavin: Lily, I was-

Me: annoying me? I noticed.

Gavin: Let, Me Finish. No, I was actually going to ask you if you wanted to go out on a date.

Me: ((got really quiet and felt super bad)) Oh.

Gavin: *tilted head* is that a yes? or a no?

Me: Umm, its a... uhhh,

Gavin: Its okay to say yes.

Me: I'm sorry. not now. Me and Matthew just got to being friends and I don't want to mess that up.

Gavin: *looked saddish* Okay.

Me: ((i regret saying this but I just felt so bad)) Maybe another time. After me and matthew are okay.

Gavin: *smiles and winkz* sounds good Lilster.

Me: ((i was thinking: deep breath lily, don't get mad)) *closed eyes and took a breath*

(When I opened my eyes, his face was about an inch away. and I said, 'so will you stop flirting with me?' he replied, "never." and then he walked away.

I"M SO FRUSTRATED!! BTW This happened about 5 minutes ago. Matthew doesn't know. Only me, anney, chloe, and whoever gavin told. Oh yeh and Gavin of course.

~Lily

Oh yeh, I want to wish all of Tony's pack a good luck. Stay strong.

A Little Better.

So I was talking to Matthew yesterday, and at first he was being a jerk, but then we decided to be friends. Now we get to the stage where we are awkward friends that can't talk about anything. Great! Hopefully we'll get past this though. But with Gavin, now all the sudden he stop flirting with me in front of most people. When Matthew and Ethan and them are in here, he is just a normal (ish) guy. But once most people are gone, he flirts with me soo much! I guess its a step up from making Matthew mad. But now I no it isn't to make anyone mad, atleast not anymore. Unless he is trying to make me mad. But I really don't think he is. I told him I'm not interested right now because I just broke up with Matthew, and he said, "I can wait. We have forever."

What do you think is up with him?

~Lily

The Nerve Of Guys. >:(

We broke up. It all started when I was hanging out with Chloe and Anney, when Gavin sat down, and put his arm around me. I wouldn't mind usually, even when i was still going out with matthew, because my guy friends always do that, but just jokingly. But, he looked right a Matthew, and kissed me. Not major liplock, but still! It made me really mad! Then matthew walked over and started getting mad at me! It wasn't my fault he just jaunted up and kissed me! Ugh, that guy has got some nerve. Which one you ask? BOTH OF THEM!

SO Matthew then comes up to me and says, "What the hell Lily!? I'm definitely breaking up with you now! You just walk around a kiss random guys!" WTF Did he not see that I didn't kiss him! UGH! The whole time Gavin is sitting there with a smug little smile on his face. After matthew left, Gavin walked up to me and said in a super seductive voice, "Now I have you allllll to myself." Then he winked. UGH THE NERVE OF SOME GUYS! Okay, well I'm gonna stop now before I yell too much and scare everyone away. (chloe: too late...) (me: shut up chloe! :P)

If ya have any questions, ask. See ya for now.

~lily

Matthew and Lily forNever AND 2 newcomers!

Okay, so Ethan told Anney that he was talking to Matthew, and he told him that he might break up with me. I didn't know why, so I asked Matthew to find out. This is what he told him: "Lily's great and all, but I'm just kind of bored with her. I mean, it took her this long to kiss me! She's just not the one." What the hell!? Who said he couldn't kiss me!? Ughhhh. So I'm thinking about breaking up with him, not to beat him to the punch or anything, just because I don't wanna go out with someone who thinks that of me. And then says it behind my back. But I don't know if I should... what do you think?

On a happier note, we have to newcomers, one of them is my age!! They are brother and sister! Gavin and Sophie! Gavin is my age, and Sophie is his older sister. She's 18. Sophie is beautiful, but very shy. She tends to never talk in conversations. At first we wondered if she even could talk, but then she told us that she is so lucky to have welcoming people. They died like Lucas and I, in a car crash. But their crash wasn't with a white van. They crashed and their car was pushed off a bridge. So they drowned... in a car. Anyways, like i said, Sophie is really kind, and hopefully, she'll become a little more open with us. Her brother, Gavin, is very different. He is flirty and rebellious, way more rebellious than troy. Troy is like hardcore rebellious, Gavin is... I can't explain. Do ya get what I mean? Anyways, he's really flirty, especially with me. It making Matthew really mad. Its kinda making me a little mad too. I'm not sure, I'm kinda confused.

So what do I do about Gavin? And should I break up with matthew?

HELP! :D

~Lily

Lily took charge!!!~Madison plus phobias from Lil

Heyo, Chloe here! Okay, so yesterday.......... LILY TOOK CHARGE AND KISSED MATTHEW!!!!!

:O She is sitting right by me! Why, you ask, isn't she posting then? That because I wanted to post!

This is lily and chloe is being such a drama queen about posting ;P Just kidding! I still love you chlo!

Chloe again. But... yeh. So any questions about us, ask.

Lily loves having people post comments. :P A lot. Wayyy too much in fact.

<^>Chloe<^>

Sorry this was a short post. Oh yeh! Lily has to post her phobias! Here she is!

Alright you wanna know my many phobias? Here we go. Well, first I will say my current phobias (things change after you die):

arachnephobia- fear of spiders

automyphobia- fear of being dirty. -I'm a neatfreak. A messy neatfreak. i know, crazy right? Well, I get really spazy if I have, like, glue on my fingers, I freak out and have to wash my hands cuz its sticky. :P

belonephobia- fear of needles

cnidophobea- fear of stings

iatrophobia- fear of doctors or going to the doctor

pharmacocphobia- fear of taking medicine. -Well for this one, its only partly true. I really hate liquid medicine. MOST pills, I'm okay with. MOST. But i cannot stand liquid crap.

teniophobia- fear of tapeworms.

Is there a fear of leeches? lemme check....

yes there is. I just went onto google and its called:

bdellophobia- fear of leeches. -I am very very verrrry afraid of leeches.

Oh and as you can see, I have:

polyphobia- the fear of many things.

And then this one is flat out hilarious (but I'm not scared of these):

hexakosiohexekontahexaphobia- fear of the number 666. -wow. I wanna find some who is scared of 666.

Oh also:

phobophobia- fear of phobias :D

And here are two that I'm DEFINITELY not scared of, it would be like tony being scared of dogs.

achluophobia- fear of the dark. I was scared of the dark a little when I was younger in elementary school, but every since I was about 10 I stopped for the most part. Now its definitely gone.

tanatophobia- fear of death or dying. -yep. I'm definitely scared of dying. :P Actually, I used to be scared of re-dying. But now I'm okay.

Paraskacedekatriaphobia- fear of Friday the 13th. -NOT ME. I love love love friday the thirteenth. :D And halloween. I don't even need a costume! ;P

Those are some of my fears. The last 5 though, well, you understand. :D

Live, Laugh, Love,

~Lily

Date #3~ STILL NO KISS! :P ~Anney

Hiya! This is Anney! Lily is with Bella right now, so she asked me to post for her! :D I think its the first time I have the entire post to myself! Muaha ha! Just kiddin ;D heh heh!

Okay so yesterday Lily went with Matthew on a double date; Me and Ethan with Matthew and Lily. Madison and Troy were gonna come, but we felt bad about Chloe so Chlo and Madison dragged Troy with them to the mall. Heh heh! Anyway, on our date, we went to an amusement park!! It was a blast!! We all rode the biggest roller coasters ever! :D At the end of the date, Ethan and I had our second kiss- HOORAY- but, and that is a big but ;) Matthew still didn't kiss Lily. Hmn. I wonder why, because we all know he likes her, and I can definitely tell he wants to kiss her, SO CONFUZZLING! >:(

So if you have any questions- about our date or just about anything- ask away!! And if you have any guesses on why he won't kiss her I want to know! Lily should post soon! :D

Viva la Vida!

-=-Anney-=-

Date #2!

I totally forgot to put up a post of our second date! Sorry! Okay, so here's what happened:

We went to the park, and had a romantic picnic! We hung out, had the picnic, and talked forever! I found out that he had a little brother, Eddie, who's friends with Bella! (Eddie stands for Edward! Bella+Edward! ell oh ell! Too bad he's not a vampire! Or is he....) He likes zombies but, - as you can probably guess from the fact that Matthew lives at the house - his parents don't! But his little brother sounds very sweet!

So this is way off topic, but I was reading one of Tony's posts, and it really got me thinking. Vampires, Werewolves, and Fairies get to make friends as trads. They get to choose who knows their secret; that they are 'creatures of the night.' Zombies don't. When people see us - and when I say people I mean bioist people - they already have an opinion of us in their head! I almost said I don't think its fair, but I see how it is. Because they have to deal with the fact of living a lie. I'm sorry, that was kinda too harsh. They have to deal with people not knowing the true them. I've heard Tony talk about how difficult that is. The lies, the secrets, the worry that some one will figure it out. We don't have to do that. Either way, life is tough.

Laugh, Love, and live. Even if your life was screwed up, that doesn't mean that you can live it.

~Lily

P.S. He still hasn't kissed me. :( maybe the third date?