It seems like most of the posts that I've written in, what, the last half of a year have been starting with "I'm so sorry I haven't been posting!!" But thats only because i TOTALLY am! D: I like, wanna cry, because I miss you all so much. D,:

And before i go on... belated...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! I hope you all had a great time! :)

HAPPY HANUKKAH!!!!! :D

HAPPY KWANZA! lolz

and...

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Twenty-ten baybee!!!!

Now, i feel I really should catch you up on my..er, life. ;) So... I'll start with Gavin and I(:

We're doing fantabulous! :D Valentine's Day is coming up soon, and apparently he has a surprise for me. Troy is the only other one who knows, but he won't tell!!!! >:( :D hahah! But we always have a blast together, and after a little 'rough patch' at the end of 2009, we're getting along great. Also, someone you haven't heard about since July... Matthew. He's... well, he's still a good friend of mine. I can see that he doesn't like being around Me and Gavin if we're together (I think he gets jealous with the PDA), but if we're not together, than Matthew is a really great friend. (:

Now to the rest of my amazing friends at the Graveyard. :) Oh, and I practically live there now. I spend some of my time at home and stuffs, but I usually stay the nights there. Everyone is crowded around me on the computer, and so I'll let them update you on themselves.

HeyHeyHeyyy!! Anney hereeee!!! I feel so special because I am going FIRST (other than Lily) in the FIRST POST OF TWENTY TEN! -screams- :D hehehe! Ethie is my loviee <3>

-=-Anney-=-

Yo homiez! I miss you guys all so much!! Lily here, *scoff*, hasn't posted much. UGH! SLACKER! jaykay jaykay =P Anyways, i'm still single, but I'm fine because i have all my friends here. :D So i'll let the next people go, peace out home skillet biscuits! srry, i'm feeling gangster today. :D

<^>Chloe<^>

Sup yo!? I think this is the first time I've posted on here, but... its Gavin! la la la.. i don't really konw what to write here... but I Love Lily! <3>

[gavin]

Um hey. Its Matthew... some of you all might dislike me from what happened with lily and gavin and such, but i'm still good friends with Lily. I try to get along with Gavin for Lily but... uh.. no comment.

matthew.

HEY ITS ETHAN! I'm dating Anney, and i would do a little heart symbol, but I'm a guy and that might be kind of gay. GAVINNN. XD hahah uhhyeah! byeeee

Eth

Hiya its Sophie! I used to be the shy girl, but I've... "come out of my shell" quite a bit. i'm really making some friends, and everyone is telling me I'm improving my functionability (new worddd) a lot, so i'm really excited. Maybe i'll post again another time?

!sophie!

TTTRRRROOOYYYYYY. (aka the hottest zombie ever.) I dont really have much to say, other than i love having a blast with all my friends at the graveyard. er, how original. XD

troy=P

Hey. I'm Lindsey. None of you have heard much about me, I've been asking Lily not to post much about me, I don't want him to come find me again. But she assured me I'll be alright, so.. here I am. In September, i was 'teennapped' (as Lily calls it) and was raped. Then he hung me, and hoped it would look like suicide. Way to fail. But I'm trying to make some new friends, and everyone here has been so supportive and amazing. Now I understand why all the zombies came here. I have to admit, I used to think these people were kind of... freaks. I knew that they couldn't help what happened to them, but I guess I was worried that if I talked to them, Kat and the other bioist people would threaten me. Now that I've gotten to know them all, they are great. And exactly my kind of people. :-) Lily&Anney have told me about some of you out there in BloggerWorld, and I hope we can chat sometime. you all seem really funny and interesting. Byeee :{) <---mustache

lindsey(:

I'M BACK, ITS LILY! So you've heard from all of us here, and I hope you forgive me for not posting. :'( I'll set this site as my home page, so whenever I go online, i'll remember to post. Pretty nifty, eh? (;

Alright, in this post, I had a word to the pack, but that was enough. It was at the end of a catch up post. Pfft, no. Not. Enough. So now I'm about to start a new post. :)

.a worried lily.

OH NO I'M FREAKING OUT

In one hour (about) the vampires are gonna attack. Probably. At least sometime in the next twenty four hours. Tony left a while ago to go fight them. I'm really worried that some of them will get hurt, I've never heard her sound so worried. I know they won't read this until after the fight, but I need to say, Good luck. To all of you. You'll be okay. Don't let them screw you guys up.

On a happier note, I went on a super fun date laser tagging with Gavin!! Oh and we told Matthew about us. Here's what happened:

Gavin walked over to him and said:

Gavin: Hey Matthew.

Matthew: ((looked confused)) hi Gavin...

Gavin: Okay well I'm gonna get right to the point and tell you.

Matthew: Tell me what?

Gavin: I'm going out with Lily.

Matthew: Pschh you wish. She'd never go out with you!

Gavin: ((and that made him really pissed, he looked like he was about to punch him, I went over))

Lily: Actually, I am.

Matthew: Are you kidding me!?

Lily: Do I look like I'm kidding? ((Gavin was laughing, I DID NOT look like I was kidding))

Matthew: Noo...

Gavin: Good. Now that we've got that all settled...

and then Matthew left.

Now once again, good luck to the werewolves, if anything happens to any of you, I will be so upset. As well as the rest of us here at the Graveyard.

Good night, and good luck,

~L

MAJOR NEWS!!

Hey everybody!!! I have some major new! OMG major news! I would of posted it on Thursday (when I started the post, but I didn't have time to finish it.) :( Well this isn't the major news but it is pretty cool. I went to New York City for the weekend and I went to a baseball game, and I saw a group of zombies there! There were six of them! Four girls and 2 guys! I went to the game with my friend, Lizzie that lives in NY and she's a trad, so at first she was a little, well, uncomfortable, but then she ended up having a lot of fun! There was Charlie, Tyler, Ashley, Sarah, Liv, and Jen. Most of them were super nice, but Tyler and Sarah kinda creeped me and Lizzie out. Other than Tyler and Sarah, we had a blast! We all exchanged numbers and emails, and they said they might come down and stay at the the Graveyard for a few days! Speaking of emails, I have one for all my friends for zombie stuff! So don't email me at my other one. Email me here, at: zombiliciouslily24@yahoo.com Thanks!

Okay, so, remember how I said that Chloe really liked that stud-muffin Seth? Well she asked him out (yesterday), and here's how the conversation went:

Chloe: being the brave one that she is, she just jaunted up to him and said, "Wanna catch a movie sometime?"

Seth: "um, uh, umm.."

Chloe: "Or dinner? Or something else?"

Seth: "Well, its j-just that, umm, I'm-m-m alive, and your... n-n-nnot."

Chloe: tearing up and getting angry, said "So, you won't going out with me because I'm not trad?!"

Seth: "Please don't get mad. Its just, p-people might--"

Chloe: "People might WHAT?! People might say something!? Who cares!" Now she had tears rolling down her face, not because he rejected her, but why he said no. If he had said (and meant it) that he said no because they didn't know each other well, she would've been fine. Totally, "whatever." But it wasn't like that. Then he said,

Seth: "I don't mind that your a zombie, just, my parents would."

Chloe: "Get out of here Seth! If you hate zombies that much, then why'd you come!?

Seth: "I tol-"

Chloe: "Go!" After he left, she muttered, "It was a rhetorical question."

She's really upset. She's still in her room crying. We've tried to help her, but she made us leave. After I post this I am going up to help her...

So, remember what I said about Matthew? Well... Z gave me some advice: "Ask him out. Guys like it when you take charge." So I did. And... HE SAID YES!!!!! I was IM-ing with Yuuka, and she helped me to work up the courage, so I walked over, had this conversation below, then went back and told Yuuka what happened.. Oh yeh this happened on Wednesday, or maybe it was Thursday. Not sure. But.. here we go:

I walked over to him and said...

me: "hey matthew, will you come here a sec?"

matthew: "sure" then we walked into the other room.

me: "umm, I was wondering, do you wanna, maybe, go to a movie or something?"

matthew: "are you asking me out?"

me: "kinda.. yeh." but I was thinking- no duh dude!

matthew: "well, I was actually" and right then I was positive he was gonna say no, or that he was gonna ask someone else out, but he said... "well i was actually gonna ask you out tonight."

me: "really!? oh, cool! Well, do you wanna....."

matthew: "go to a movie? we could see the new transformers... u said u wanted to see it?"

me: "sure, i'd luv 2!"

matthew: "awesome! well, i think the guys are gonna be asking me a ton of questions cuz they're standing behind you telling me to meet them outside, so... I'll see you later? 7:30?

me: (after I looked behind me to see them gestering towards the door): "great! I'll.. see you then!"

So, at seven thirty, I met him back at the Graveyard, and we drove to the movies. Here's what happened:

He came, we drove talked on the way to the movies. We saw Transformers 2 and it was great!!! He put his arm around me at the movies. And oh yeh this was my first date. Ever. Yeh. So it was really special. After the movie, we hung out at the Graveyard (luckily everyone else went into another room). I had so much fun! He didn't kiss me. But we're going on another date tomorrow. I can't wait! I'll give you all the details!

Have fun!

~Lily Benan

Love is in the air...

Ahhh, summer love.

Ethan seemed nervous so, Anney, being the brave girl that she is, went to Ethan, and simply asked him out. She did that this morning, and they are so happy. Ethan said he liked her but was afraid to ask her out, because he didn't know if she liked him or not. But she did! And, even though its only the first day, they seem very happy together.

And, much to Madison's surprise.... Troy asked her out!! At first she thought we made him, but once she realized he really liked her, she was so freakin happy.... and shocked! They are so cute together!

Matthew has yet to say anything to me..... Monday is still 6 days away. This Thursday I'm leaving to go to New York City for the weekend. I won't get back until Sunday night, so I guess if he doesn't ask me before Thursday, I'll ask him next Monday. I think he's been flirting with me... but I'm not sure. *sigh* love is complicated. He's just so... perfect. At least thats what I think.

Speaking of love, Tony and Lucian are going out, and Danny is really pissing me off. To see what I mean, check out Tony's blog. Z posted something, and I'm SO MAD AT DANNY!!!!!!!! He just won't admit that he likes Tony. And because he does, don't you think he should just try and be happy for her!? I left a super long (and very angry) comment on that post called My Turn. So, yeah. Tell Z what you think. And tell me what you think, too, right here. Comment about Tony and Lucian, and also what I wrote first about matthew, ethan, troy, madison, anney, and I. Oh and Chloe, well, lets just say I think she's found someone. His name is Seth, and he just moved here. He is starting at our school in the fall. He is so hot, but thats not the only reason Chloe likes him. He's sweet and perfect for her. They met at the U.C. He came to the Graveyard, because he likes zombies and wanted to meet the locals! How sweet!?

If you have any questions, ask.

~Lily

Zombie Addition!

We have another zombie, and her name is Anney. She lived in Nebraska, but after she died, he parents didn't want her back, so she came her. She had heard about the Undead Center, and thought she would try it hear. She has been dead for 2 weeks and can already walk and talk pretty well. Chloe and I think she will be as functionally as us, which will be really helpful to encourage the other undead. And Troy moved out of Lucy's house and into the U.C., so now living in the Graveyard we've got; Troy, Anney, Madison, Ethan, and Matthew. Then Chloe stays with me, Bella, my mom, and my dad. Total now we've 7 zombies in our town. We would of had eight, if it wasn't for the white van clan and Josh. I'll keep you posted on what happens with everyone here. Bye!

~Lily

P.S. Check out my story below.

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Its Happening.

Its happening. Here. Of all the places in the world (not that I would want this to happen to other places), it HAD to happen here. Now, your probably wondering what happened. Well, I'll tell you what happened! Oops, I used the word happen a lot. Anyways…

THEY KILLED JOSH!!!! Or re-killed, I should say. I'm not sure who did it, but whoever did, we're going to Hunt. Them. Down. This is the first time anythings happened (another happen- 7 times now), and hopefully the last. But I've got a bad feeling that it isn't the last. And Josh, he was the best recovered out of any of the newlydeads. He could walk and talk in almost complete sentences! He was walking to the bus stop, and a white van came and snatched him. They just opened the door, pulled him in, and closed the door. 

Then, on our way home from school, he was (really) dead, lying in the exact place they took him. Right on the sidewalk. If I could of, I would of cried. Instead, I just sounded like a dying animal, but they knew it was my way of crying and showing I was sad. 

Madison, Matthew, Ethan, Chloe, Troy, and I met at the Graveyard. Us, and some trads, our friends, from when we were a live. Well, the ones who are still our friends (a lot of them won't talk to us). We discussed what we do... but we couldn't think of anything! Most of us were just SO upset about Josh, but we really need to do SOMETHING to help with the situation. Or.... anything! Please, i want to know what you think. Please, help. I've lost enough people in my life, I need to figure out how to stop the white van clan. 

What should I do?

~Lily

The Undead Center!

Remember how I had said how we only had about three zombies at my school? Well, now we have seven! The four of them, best friends, three guys one girl, committed suicide. Overdosed. Ethan, Matthew, Josh, and Madison. Their parents, none of them wanted them back. So, guess what? We have a 'home' for the undead. It was Troy's (who is doing MUCH better) idea, and we're called it the U.C. The Undead Center. It was about to be named the Differently Biotic Center, but we kept that from happening. While it's 'official' name is Undead Center, we call it the Graveyard. Chloe's idea, 'cause U.C. was to... political and professional for us. Now, any zombie who doesn't have somewhere to live, lives at the Graveyard. Its kinda like the Haunted House. The people who actually started the U.C. told us we could design it. They are renovating it, and other than a BUNCH of bedrooms, we are adding a club, a den, and an exercise/rehabilitation room. We might add some more, but we haven't talked about anything else. If you have any ideas for the Graveyard, then comment away! Its gonna be such a rocking hangout for the d.b. and our trad friends! I can't wait!

~Lily Benan

P.S. Madison was Kat's cousin, and Kat is freaking out. She won't even visit her at the Graveyard.