It seems like most of the posts that I've written in, what, the last half of a year have been starting with "I'm so sorry I haven't been posting!!" But thats only because i TOTALLY am! D: I like, wanna cry, because I miss you all so much. D,:

And before i go on... belated...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! I hope you all had a great time! :)

HAPPY HANUKKAH!!!!! :D

HAPPY KWANZA! lolz

and...

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Twenty-ten baybee!!!!

Now, i feel I really should catch you up on my..er, life. ;) So... I'll start with Gavin and I(:

We're doing fantabulous! :D Valentine's Day is coming up soon, and apparently he has a surprise for me. Troy is the only other one who knows, but he won't tell!!!! >:( :D hahah! But we always have a blast together, and after a little 'rough patch' at the end of 2009, we're getting along great. Also, someone you haven't heard about since July... Matthew. He's... well, he's still a good friend of mine. I can see that he doesn't like being around Me and Gavin if we're together (I think he gets jealous with the PDA), but if we're not together, than Matthew is a really great friend. (:

Now to the rest of my amazing friends at the Graveyard. :) Oh, and I practically live there now. I spend some of my time at home and stuffs, but I usually stay the nights there. Everyone is crowded around me on the computer, and so I'll let them update you on themselves.

HeyHeyHeyyy!! Anney hereeee!!! I feel so special because I am going FIRST (other than Lily) in the FIRST POST OF TWENTY TEN! -screams- :D hehehe! Ethie is my loviee <3>

-=-Anney-=-

Yo homiez! I miss you guys all so much!! Lily here, *scoff*, hasn't posted much. UGH! SLACKER! jaykay jaykay =P Anyways, i'm still single, but I'm fine because i have all my friends here. :D So i'll let the next people go, peace out home skillet biscuits! srry, i'm feeling gangster today. :D

<^>Chloe<^>

Sup yo!? I think this is the first time I've posted on here, but... its Gavin! la la la.. i don't really konw what to write here... but I Love Lily! <3>

[gavin]

Um hey. Its Matthew... some of you all might dislike me from what happened with lily and gavin and such, but i'm still good friends with Lily. I try to get along with Gavin for Lily but... uh.. no comment.

matthew.

HEY ITS ETHAN! I'm dating Anney, and i would do a little heart symbol, but I'm a guy and that might be kind of gay. GAVINNN. XD hahah uhhyeah! byeeee

Eth

Hiya its Sophie! I used to be the shy girl, but I've... "come out of my shell" quite a bit. i'm really making some friends, and everyone is telling me I'm improving my functionability (new worddd) a lot, so i'm really excited. Maybe i'll post again another time?

!sophie!

TTTRRRROOOYYYYYY. (aka the hottest zombie ever.) I dont really have much to say, other than i love having a blast with all my friends at the graveyard. er, how original. XD

troy=P

Hey. I'm Lindsey. None of you have heard much about me, I've been asking Lily not to post much about me, I don't want him to come find me again. But she assured me I'll be alright, so.. here I am. In September, i was 'teennapped' (as Lily calls it) and was raped. Then he hung me, and hoped it would look like suicide. Way to fail. But I'm trying to make some new friends, and everyone here has been so supportive and amazing. Now I understand why all the zombies came here. I have to admit, I used to think these people were kind of... freaks. I knew that they couldn't help what happened to them, but I guess I was worried that if I talked to them, Kat and the other bioist people would threaten me. Now that I've gotten to know them all, they are great. And exactly my kind of people. :-) Lily&Anney have told me about some of you out there in BloggerWorld, and I hope we can chat sometime. you all seem really funny and interesting. Byeee :{) <---mustache

lindsey(:

I'M BACK, ITS LILY! So you've heard from all of us here, and I hope you forgive me for not posting. :'( I'll set this site as my home page, so whenever I go online, i'll remember to post. Pretty nifty, eh? (;

Alright, in this post, I had a word to the pack, but that was enough. It was at the end of a catch up post. Pfft, no. Not. Enough. So now I'm about to start a new post. :)

.a worried lily.

OH NO I'M FREAKING OUT

In one hour (about) the vampires are gonna attack. Probably. At least sometime in the next twenty four hours. Tony left a while ago to go fight them. I'm really worried that some of them will get hurt, I've never heard her sound so worried. I know they won't read this until after the fight, but I need to say, Good luck. To all of you. You'll be okay. Don't let them screw you guys up.

On a happier note, I went on a super fun date laser tagging with Gavin!! Oh and we told Matthew about us. Here's what happened:

Gavin walked over to him and said:

Gavin: Hey Matthew.

Matthew: ((looked confused)) hi Gavin...

Gavin: Okay well I'm gonna get right to the point and tell you.

Matthew: Tell me what?

Gavin: I'm going out with Lily.

Matthew: Pschh you wish. She'd never go out with you!

Gavin: ((and that made him really pissed, he looked like he was about to punch him, I went over))

Lily: Actually, I am.

Matthew: Are you kidding me!?

Lily: Do I look like I'm kidding? ((Gavin was laughing, I DID NOT look like I was kidding))

Matthew: Noo...

Gavin: Good. Now that we've got that all settled...

and then Matthew left.

Now once again, good luck to the werewolves, if anything happens to any of you, I will be so upset. As well as the rest of us here at the Graveyard.

Good night, and good luck,

~L

New Boyfriend.

Yes. Its true. I'm going out with Troy. JUST KIDDING! LOL, I'm going on a date with Gavin tonight :D

Okay, so here's what happened:

He was sitting there watchin a movie (harry potter lol) and I walked over to him and he saw me and stood up and I kissed him. Like really kissed him. (btw he is the best kisser ever!!) And I pulled back and...

Gavin: *smiled* Hi.

Me: Hey

Gavin: What did I do to deserve that? i mean, i thought you hated me and-

Me: *shut him up with another kiss*

Gavin: Oh, i guess not.

Me: I mean, I can always stop. ((At that point my face was inches away from his))

Gavin: No, no, no. It's fine.

Me: Good.

Gavin: So maybe we can go out on that date now?

Me: *nods* sounds good to me.

Gavin: *kissed me again* Great. See you later.

So the date is tonight, and he hasn't told me what I'm doing for it. I'm really excited. And I wanna thank Tony!! She has been super great emailing me!! Its super fun! Me and Anney also want to thank Brooklyn!! She sent us each an email, and it made us feel sooo much better!

Also, yesterday, me and Gavin were sitting on the couch and we were sorta kissing... and we the Graveyard was empty and it was gonna be for awhile because Anney and Ethan were SUPPOSED to be seeing the new Harry Potter movie again, but in came Ethan!! He walked in and we heard him say, "what the hell is going on?!" So, me and Gavin pulled our faces away from each other and I said, "oh." And then I told him. He asked if he could tell Matthew and I said whatever. I'm not sure if he's gonna though. And I was telling Tony, I'm not sure if I'm going to tell Chloe or not. Well, now that i wrote it here, I guess I should. She probably won't be to happy, she hates Gavin. Eeek.

*sighs* I know you don't like him, Paris, but I do. And he is actually really sweet (and an awesome kisser nonetheless ;)

~Lily

The Nerve Of Guys. >:(

We broke up. It all started when I was hanging out with Chloe and Anney, when Gavin sat down, and put his arm around me. I wouldn't mind usually, even when i was still going out with matthew, because my guy friends always do that, but just jokingly. But, he looked right a Matthew, and kissed me. Not major liplock, but still! It made me really mad! Then matthew walked over and started getting mad at me! It wasn't my fault he just jaunted up and kissed me! Ugh, that guy has got some nerve. Which one you ask? BOTH OF THEM!

SO Matthew then comes up to me and says, "What the hell Lily!? I'm definitely breaking up with you now! You just walk around a kiss random guys!" WTF Did he not see that I didn't kiss him! UGH! The whole time Gavin is sitting there with a smug little smile on his face. After matthew left, Gavin walked up to me and said in a super seductive voice, "Now I have you allllll to myself." Then he winked. UGH THE NERVE OF SOME GUYS! Okay, well I'm gonna stop now before I yell too much and scare everyone away. (chloe: too late...) (me: shut up chloe! :P)

If ya have any questions, ask. See ya for now.

~lily

Matthew and Lily forNever AND 2 newcomers!

Okay, so Ethan told Anney that he was talking to Matthew, and he told him that he might break up with me. I didn't know why, so I asked Matthew to find out. This is what he told him: "Lily's great and all, but I'm just kind of bored with her. I mean, it took her this long to kiss me! She's just not the one." What the hell!? Who said he couldn't kiss me!? Ughhhh. So I'm thinking about breaking up with him, not to beat him to the punch or anything, just because I don't wanna go out with someone who thinks that of me. And then says it behind my back. But I don't know if I should... what do you think?

On a happier note, we have to newcomers, one of them is my age!! They are brother and sister! Gavin and Sophie! Gavin is my age, and Sophie is his older sister. She's 18. Sophie is beautiful, but very shy. She tends to never talk in conversations. At first we wondered if she even could talk, but then she told us that she is so lucky to have welcoming people. They died like Lucas and I, in a car crash. But their crash wasn't with a white van. They crashed and their car was pushed off a bridge. So they drowned... in a car. Anyways, like i said, Sophie is really kind, and hopefully, she'll become a little more open with us. Her brother, Gavin, is very different. He is flirty and rebellious, way more rebellious than troy. Troy is like hardcore rebellious, Gavin is... I can't explain. Do ya get what I mean? Anyways, he's really flirty, especially with me. It making Matthew really mad. Its kinda making me a little mad too. I'm not sure, I'm kinda confused.

So what do I do about Gavin? And should I break up with matthew?

HELP! :D

~Lily

Lily took charge!!!~Madison plus phobias from Lil

Heyo, Chloe here! Okay, so yesterday.......... LILY TOOK CHARGE AND KISSED MATTHEW!!!!!

:O She is sitting right by me! Why, you ask, isn't she posting then? That because I wanted to post!

This is lily and chloe is being such a drama queen about posting ;P Just kidding! I still love you chlo!

Chloe again. But... yeh. So any questions about us, ask.

Lily loves having people post comments. :P A lot. Wayyy too much in fact.

<^>Chloe<^>

Sorry this was a short post. Oh yeh! Lily has to post her phobias! Here she is!

Alright you wanna know my many phobias? Here we go. Well, first I will say my current phobias (things change after you die):

arachnephobia- fear of spiders

automyphobia- fear of being dirty. -I'm a neatfreak. A messy neatfreak. i know, crazy right? Well, I get really spazy if I have, like, glue on my fingers, I freak out and have to wash my hands cuz its sticky. :P

belonephobia- fear of needles

cnidophobea- fear of stings

iatrophobia- fear of doctors or going to the doctor

pharmacocphobia- fear of taking medicine. -Well for this one, its only partly true. I really hate liquid medicine. MOST pills, I'm okay with. MOST. But i cannot stand liquid crap.

teniophobia- fear of tapeworms.

Is there a fear of leeches? lemme check....

yes there is. I just went onto google and its called:

bdellophobia- fear of leeches. -I am very very verrrry afraid of leeches.

Oh and as you can see, I have:

polyphobia- the fear of many things.

And then this one is flat out hilarious (but I'm not scared of these):

hexakosiohexekontahexaphobia- fear of the number 666. -wow. I wanna find some who is scared of 666.

Oh also:

phobophobia- fear of phobias :D

And here are two that I'm DEFINITELY not scared of, it would be like tony being scared of dogs.

achluophobia- fear of the dark. I was scared of the dark a little when I was younger in elementary school, but every since I was about 10 I stopped for the most part. Now its definitely gone.

tanatophobia- fear of death or dying. -yep. I'm definitely scared of dying. :P Actually, I used to be scared of re-dying. But now I'm okay.

Paraskacedekatriaphobia- fear of Friday the 13th. -NOT ME. I love love love friday the thirteenth. :D And halloween. I don't even need a costume! ;P

Those are some of my fears. The last 5 though, well, you understand. :D

Live, Laugh, Love,

~Lily

Date #3~ STILL NO KISS! :P ~Anney

Hiya! This is Anney! Lily is with Bella right now, so she asked me to post for her! :D I think its the first time I have the entire post to myself! Muaha ha! Just kiddin ;D heh heh!

Okay so yesterday Lily went with Matthew on a double date; Me and Ethan with Matthew and Lily. Madison and Troy were gonna come, but we felt bad about Chloe so Chlo and Madison dragged Troy with them to the mall. Heh heh! Anyway, on our date, we went to an amusement park!! It was a blast!! We all rode the biggest roller coasters ever! :D At the end of the date, Ethan and I had our second kiss- HOORAY- but, and that is a big but ;) Matthew still didn't kiss Lily. Hmn. I wonder why, because we all know he likes her, and I can definitely tell he wants to kiss her, SO CONFUZZLING! >:(

So if you have any questions- about our date or just about anything- ask away!! And if you have any guesses on why he won't kiss her I want to know! Lily should post soon! :D

Viva la Vida!

-=-Anney-=-

Date #2!

I totally forgot to put up a post of our second date! Sorry! Okay, so here's what happened:

We went to the park, and had a romantic picnic! We hung out, had the picnic, and talked forever! I found out that he had a little brother, Eddie, who's friends with Bella! (Eddie stands for Edward! Bella+Edward! ell oh ell! Too bad he's not a vampire! Or is he....) He likes zombies but, - as you can probably guess from the fact that Matthew lives at the house - his parents don't! But his little brother sounds very sweet!

So this is way off topic, but I was reading one of Tony's posts, and it really got me thinking. Vampires, Werewolves, and Fairies get to make friends as trads. They get to choose who knows their secret; that they are 'creatures of the night.' Zombies don't. When people see us - and when I say people I mean bioist people - they already have an opinion of us in their head! I almost said I don't think its fair, but I see how it is. Because they have to deal with the fact of living a lie. I'm sorry, that was kinda too harsh. They have to deal with people not knowing the true them. I've heard Tony talk about how difficult that is. The lies, the secrets, the worry that some one will figure it out. We don't have to do that. Either way, life is tough.

Laugh, Love, and live. Even if your life was screwed up, that doesn't mean that you can live it.

~Lily

P.S. He still hasn't kissed me. :( maybe the third date?

MAJOR NEWS!!

Hey everybody!!! I have some major new! OMG major news! I would of posted it on Thursday (when I started the post, but I didn't have time to finish it.) :( Well this isn't the major news but it is pretty cool. I went to New York City for the weekend and I went to a baseball game, and I saw a group of zombies there! There were six of them! Four girls and 2 guys! I went to the game with my friend, Lizzie that lives in NY and she's a trad, so at first she was a little, well, uncomfortable, but then she ended up having a lot of fun! There was Charlie, Tyler, Ashley, Sarah, Liv, and Jen. Most of them were super nice, but Tyler and Sarah kinda creeped me and Lizzie out. Other than Tyler and Sarah, we had a blast! We all exchanged numbers and emails, and they said they might come down and stay at the the Graveyard for a few days! Speaking of emails, I have one for all my friends for zombie stuff! So don't email me at my other one. Email me here, at: zombiliciouslily24@yahoo.com Thanks!

Okay, so, remember how I said that Chloe really liked that stud-muffin Seth? Well she asked him out (yesterday), and here's how the conversation went:

Chloe: being the brave one that she is, she just jaunted up to him and said, "Wanna catch a movie sometime?"

Seth: "um, uh, umm.."

Chloe: "Or dinner? Or something else?"

Seth: "Well, its j-just that, umm, I'm-m-m alive, and your... n-n-nnot."

Chloe: tearing up and getting angry, said "So, you won't going out with me because I'm not trad?!"

Seth: "Please don't get mad. Its just, p-people might--"

Chloe: "People might WHAT?! People might say something!? Who cares!" Now she had tears rolling down her face, not because he rejected her, but why he said no. If he had said (and meant it) that he said no because they didn't know each other well, she would've been fine. Totally, "whatever." But it wasn't like that. Then he said,

Seth: "I don't mind that your a zombie, just, my parents would."

Chloe: "Get out of here Seth! If you hate zombies that much, then why'd you come!?

Seth: "I tol-"

Chloe: "Go!" After he left, she muttered, "It was a rhetorical question."

She's really upset. She's still in her room crying. We've tried to help her, but she made us leave. After I post this I am going up to help her...

So, remember what I said about Matthew? Well... Z gave me some advice: "Ask him out. Guys like it when you take charge." So I did. And... HE SAID YES!!!!! I was IM-ing with Yuuka, and she helped me to work up the courage, so I walked over, had this conversation below, then went back and told Yuuka what happened.. Oh yeh this happened on Wednesday, or maybe it was Thursday. Not sure. But.. here we go:

I walked over to him and said...

me: "hey matthew, will you come here a sec?"

matthew: "sure" then we walked into the other room.

me: "umm, I was wondering, do you wanna, maybe, go to a movie or something?"

matthew: "are you asking me out?"

me: "kinda.. yeh." but I was thinking- no duh dude!

matthew: "well, I was actually" and right then I was positive he was gonna say no, or that he was gonna ask someone else out, but he said... "well i was actually gonna ask you out tonight."

me: "really!? oh, cool! Well, do you wanna....."

matthew: "go to a movie? we could see the new transformers... u said u wanted to see it?"

me: "sure, i'd luv 2!"

matthew: "awesome! well, i think the guys are gonna be asking me a ton of questions cuz they're standing behind you telling me to meet them outside, so... I'll see you later? 7:30?

me: (after I looked behind me to see them gestering towards the door): "great! I'll.. see you then!"

So, at seven thirty, I met him back at the Graveyard, and we drove to the movies. Here's what happened:

He came, we drove talked on the way to the movies. We saw Transformers 2 and it was great!!! He put his arm around me at the movies. And oh yeh this was my first date. Ever. Yeh. So it was really special. After the movie, we hung out at the Graveyard (luckily everyone else went into another room). I had so much fun! He didn't kiss me. But we're going on another date tomorrow. I can't wait! I'll give you all the details!

Have fun!

~Lily Benan